Leaving was emotional. I felt sick all morning as we cleaned
our room and loaded up the car. I thought I hadn’t slept well; really I was
just really wound up. There was not much for the nurses to do; we ended up
getting held up getting an oxygen tank carrier. As we were packing Anya’s room
up I just kept saying, ‘I can’t believe this is happening, I really just can’t.’
The past three months have been long but at the same time they have flown by,
and I can’t believe we are where we are. Awesome.
Walking out of the NICU doors, for the last time! |
What, I am outside? Who cares! |
I was very excited to see what Anya thought of fresh air,
but she wasn’t impressed, immediately falling asleep. She stayed asleep through
town until we went to top off the tank. Stopping woke her up and she started to
fuss. She didn’t settle quickly and I was worried the position in the car seat
was making it difficult for her to breathe. So then we went through the list of
things to look for that show Anya is not getting enough oxygen. Color is one;
she needs to be nice and pink. After seeing her color in artificial light for
three months it was difficult for me to tell in the sunshine. Just to make sure
we took her out of her seat and turned up her oxygen a bit until she settled
down. I have been nervous about dealing with normal baby fussy periods without
the reassurance of the oxygen monitor, but this experience made me feel more
confident.
She has been doing really well the rest of the trip, usually
asleep until we stop, occasionally waking up and then she gazes at the pattern
of light from the window. Welcome to the world little one, we have been waiting
for you!
Right now I am finishing up the post in the hotel, and Anya is in the bouncy seat staring at me. She fussed until I put her where she could see me.
This will be the last numbered post. Ninety six days in the
hospital, two and a half months intubated thirty days of ECMO, and four
surgeries. One miracle. Taking our baby home, priceless.
Congratulations!!!!!!!!!! What a special day!!!!!!!! Your little miracle is adorable and I will still be following and praying for a smooth transition to home and continued good health and progress! I am so glad to have met you guys and to have witnessed your miracle!!!! Thank you for sharing with us!
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Jennifer
This brings tears to my eyes. What an awesome miracle! I am so happy for you all! Enjoy being home with both of your beautiful girls!
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